工具展，一个关于工具、设备、乐器的展览。每两月一件。”tool”, an exhibition about tools, instruments and so on.
于吉：安慰剂 | yu ji: placebo
安慰剂
影像无限循环，一张素描
2019
颜峻邀请我交一件主题是工具与乐器的作品，我打算做一件与最近的自己相关的新作品。
这三个月来，分分秒秒围绕的是这个初来乍到的生命，我的时间和身体，都被他彻底霸占了。乳房变成奶水输出供给站，并从私有变成了可以被持续监视，被规训的工具，甚至第一次自己对自己的身体也有了工具的期许。而奶嘴，是另一件我身体之外的，被模拟和替代的工具，它成为他的安慰剂，也是我的。
这段声音如此美妙，记录了我的身体与另一个生命之间最偶然的联系。
我的身体便是这件乐器。
——于吉
placebo
video loop, sketch
2019
yan jun invited me for a piece of work under the topic of “tool and music instrument”. i intend to do a new work related to recent me.
my every single seconds of time and body was occupied by this new life in these three months. breasts become to a milk supply station. it was private but now become to a tool to be continually watching and disciplining. as first time i except my own body a tool. the teat is another tool that outside of my body as imitating and replacing. it’s his placebo. and mine.
this sound is so beautiful. it recorded the accidental relationship between my body with another.
my body is the musical instrument.
–yu ji